lazy.....

well i've stopped work last sunday and these few days i've been lazy-ing around at home doing nothing except online, play dota, watch tv, sleep , eat and stuff like that. wait a minute i've just listed what i've been doing but i said i didn't do anything. ok one word : BORING! enough said. well i'm trying to learn more bout the internet and ways to make my blog nicer but with tm net dial-up internet connection which is SLOW and always disconnect i can't learn or do pretty much. TT.TT and i've been coughing for one week already. so cham..keep coughing all the time and my throat hurts. i can't sing along while i'm playing guitar anymore..sad case...iwant to post some videos on my self-create-boring songs to share but lacked of hardware and software. haihz...guess have to wait longer. today the results for matriculation is out and i am selected to study in matriculation in Gopeng,Perak. some of my friends get Kedah and Negeri Sembilan. they were upset by the way and i don't know why. maybe hey don't want to go somewhere so far away from home? i've realized that i'm actually lack of general knowlegde and everything that is happening around the world and that is a fact. the other day..few weeks ago i think i was at jj and i went to mph bookstore looking for books when suddenly a lady, chinese but she is wearing tudung so she is a muslim just like me. we communicate in cantonese and she asked me whether i know english i said yes. then she handed over to me a book with pictures of G.W. Bush and asked me to transalate them to her... i was like okay i translated to her but i know im wrong lol..then we chatted about Bush, Osama and stuff which i really don't know..i just listened to her and agreed in everything she said. i will also reply i'm not sure sometimes when she asked questions that i REALLY DON'T KNOW....and after chat for around ten minutes i said i got to go...if i stayed another second i sure will be caught red handed that i basically don't understeand what she is talking. maybe a little bit. i am amazed at this lady..she is quite old though around 30 to 40 years old and she doesn't know how to read english but, BUT she is interested in what is happening outside Malaysia and around the world. from her stories that she told me i know that she have been keeping up with updates from around the world. i'm quite ashamed. who wouldn't i mean you would too if you're in my shoe. guess i gonna read up more. oh ya another thing im not very sure whether i can study back not when i start studying later....i mean what i have learned last year i can guarantee it is not in my brain anymore. completely lost and gone. can i cope? i have to work hard from day one then. argh why it is so hard to create a new song. i mean the chords c, am, f and g are a common chord progressions and many songs use that but why i cant create a nice melody. it always turn out the same like the song that i have already created using the same chord progressions. i need help desperately!!!!!anyone who share interest with me please do leave a comment.im currently addicted to These Hard Times by Matchbox Twenty...a great song you all should try to listen. soothes my mind.just nice. i try to find the chords but i only found one in ultimate guitar and its incomplete. i want to find a full version but no results. haihz. so sien la..... miss my working days suddenly and my friends there...lol.."it's just TWO days mate"..im telling myself haha. anyways till here then.