Sunday, December 16, 2007

working...

phew... few days i did not update my blog haha...been busy.. furthermore i just started working yesterday.. my work is quite interesting and i enjoyed it :) i must wash the cups, pour tea, make tea , take orders, bring food to the customers and stuff like that. lol. well i pass my undang too. 48 out of 50 questions and i finished it in ten minutes haha. looks like i'm going to be quite busy and perhaps got no time to blog. hmmm to anyone who feels there is nothing to do at home and you feel so bored, why don't you try working? yo will have lots to do that time :) oh ya another nice song for you all.... Hotel California by Eagles..very nice song even though it's kind of old. lol anyway till here then

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

job huntings done

well now only i have the time to blog. been busy these few days. yesterday i went to jusco to look for job again cause i know that i won't get the job in sushi king. so i went a few shops and asked. i applied at pizza hut, tgv cinema, sell clothes shop (i forgot the name), and one sport shop( haha i forget again). well i ask so many shop just to try my luck. it was tiring. i went to more than ten shops and asked but all also full or they do not want to hire anyone. i'm going to take my undang test tomorrow morning at nine. hehe. and then today i went to ipoh parade to celebrate song jia yee's birthday. she said to meet at one but i went there earlier. my father drop me as well as my cousin and my sister. they want to attend the career talk at syuen hotel. i don't know why they want to go there anyway. well since i'm early my first stop was to go to sushi king and ask bout part time job. the manager was a lady and she is quite nice and friendly. i told her i want to apply for part time job and she straight ask me to open a KWSP account. after i had open my KWSP account only i can come back to fill the form. i was stunned cause i don't know what to do. so i called my mom and told her. she ask me to ask again. so i went and ask again. i asked what is KWSP for. it's something to do with my pay. lol then i asked the manager. so is this means i got the job? she said YES! haha yeah. so i called my mom again then she picked me up and we went to open my new KWSP account. after that i had my lunch. i was darn hungry. after lunch went straight to sushi king. there i filled all the forms needed. the manager said that these forms need to be sent to kl so maybe by next tuesday only i can start working. hehe. i'm so happy. i'm sure i'll get this job. but i don;t want to put high hopes yet. i'm afraid that i'm being cheated again. the manager in sushi king in jusco said until so promising that i will get the job but see see i did not. well now i finally get to work in sushi king. although it's at different place but it's still sushi king. haha like the motto of my blog what man can dream is what man can achieve. i had dream of working in sushi king and thank god i had achieve it. but do remember i work hard for it. i went and look for jobs in jusco before i finally get this job. so to achieve your dream you must work for it too :) well till here then. sorry this post i can't put any nice songs for guitar. i'm in hurry need to read my undang. god bless :) and sorry ya jia yee can't celebrate your birthday together and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Undang...

today woke up early to get ready to go for undang. i reach at the shop where i register at 8 a.m. there 4 more girls was already waiting. then the lady who owns the shop drove us in her small kancil. i sat in front of course but 4 girls have to sit behind. when we reach there the lady said when finish she will drive us back home. there is 3 hall for us to hear the undang. i was in hall A while the 4 girls who came with me went to hall B. the lecture was ok not that i enjoyed it but it was ok. i learned something anyway. hehe.. well the lecture finish at 2.45 p.m. then i went out and wait lor. i thought everyone also finish at the same time. i looked around to find for the four girls but i cant find them i waited more then twenty minutes then i thought maybe they went back without me. sob sob. so i called my father. then when my father was about to reach the hall B students just came out. oh my. so i had to tell them that i'm going home with my father. sad right if i just wait any longer. am i impatient or am i feeling afraid and left out so that's why i called my father? i don't know exactly.lol oh ya the sushi king manager still haven't give me a call. i'm afraid i don't get that job. so sad. never mind i wait till monday. well i guarantee that this is one nice song....OVER YOU by CHRIS DAUGHTRY..it's really nice. try it on guitar :) by the way it's very boring nowadays i don't know why? i thought that after spm i would have lots of things to do and be happy but looks like i'm not. i think we humans get bored very fast don't you think? i mean when students sre told to study they say boring, when ask to do work they say boring, then when got nothing to do also say boring???? lol

Friday, December 7, 2007

careless or irresponsible?

i just woke up from my sleep. it's 6.42 p.m. i went to school to play basketball in the morning and then play badminton in the evening. i was freaking tired so i slept. i played basketball in the rain haha. so long didn't play in the rain. i don't know whether i'm careless or what but i keep forgetting things. i mean yesterday in jusco my mom bought a magazine and i was supposed to hold it. when i entered the car then i forgot whether i still had the magazine with me. but it was there in the car. lucky me. my mom said i was irresponsible. then today i left my racket at the badminton court. when i get into the car only i realize then my father had to turn back to get my racket. haihz. whats wrong with me? if i'm really that careless or irresponsible imagine when i'm already working? what would happen. sob sob. is there a way not to be that careless? i it maybe because i'm tired or i'm thinking too much? but i also dont know what i'm thinking :) well i must be more responsible and i hope so i can. tomorrow i'll be listening to undang. very excited. hehe. these few days i haven't have the mood to create new songs yet. maybe later. oh ya i want to learn mandarin badly. cause it will help me dealing with chinese speaking people when i face the society. although i can converse well in cantonese but i think i need to learn mandarin to be more efficient. and ya another nice song to try out on guitar...unwell by matchbox20.... well till here then :)

Thursday, December 6, 2007

freedom!!

yea!!!finally i finish my last exam today. oh gosh i tried so hard to connect to the net to blog. and now only i can blog haha. oh ya today after exam i went home bath then went to register for my undang. haha i'll be listening undang this Saturday. 5 solid hours. imagine that...BORING...lol then i went for a haircut.... then i went jj watch the golden compass with my classmates. and guess what they didn't even bought the ticket for me. they say they don't know i'm coming while in the morning i CLEARLY said to Weng Sum i'm GOING.... oh what the heck. last ten minutes before the show starts only they tell me. luckily i got a ticket. the first fourth row some more cause it's full. but i get over it soon. i enjoyed the show. i would rate it 6 out of 10 haha. after the movie ends we went infi. haha ta kei.....lol..ta kei until 7 p.m. then i went jj again to wait 4 my mom. had my dinner there and guess what i applied for a job at SUSHI KING... haha.lol don't know will get or not. the manager said she will call within two days. part time job. one hour 4 bucks. 4 BUCKS!!!!! that is high. even in jusco department they offer 3.80 bucks only per hour. oh ya glad to know that Muresh is fine. Saw him in school today. our exam hall was supposed to be at the third floor but since he is injured he sits for the exam at the main hall downstairs.i think i'm gonna be very busy during these holidays. tomorrow morning i'll be going to play basketball and then in the evening going for badminton. gonna be damn tired.lol ya for guitarist out there two nice songs for you all to try out....I Live My Life For You by Firehouse and First Love by Utada Hikaru :) besides that i wanna thank you all who visited to my blog. hope you enjoy wasting some time here haha. i hope your holidays are going to be a nice one ya :)

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

life and death

we live today and maybe the next day we are are gone.it's unexpected.life and death is in God's hands. yesterday two of my friends got involved in an accident. they were both riding their motorbike when a car appeared in front of them suddenly. they crashed. Nagulan was dead at the scene. the doctor said that his spinal cord was damaged during the impact while Muresh suffers quite badly. it's sad u know that this thing happen. i mean i know Nagulan.we were classmates for three years since form 1 to form 3. then we are different class when in form 4. i don't have the chance to know him more and that's the thing i regretted now. everything happened so fast. I hope muresh will get better soon. but i can't get over it yet, i mean Nagulan is still so young. the last time i saw him was the last day during exam. he was still smiling and happy but...it's all over now. perhaps it is his time to go now. we should pray for him. i now realise that safety is important. so for you out there who are driving on the road please be careful. accident can occur at anytime and anywhere. as i said it's unexpected. life is just like an ice-cream u should enjoy it before it melts. maybe some of us should really think what should we do with our lives. i mean the way we lead our future. i hope this incident will give an impact to some of you who are reading this. appreciate what you have now cause in the very next second you might lost it just like that. and lastly one minute silence to pray for Nagulan. god bless.

Monday, December 3, 2007

holidays....

today is another day where i think its boring. woke up at nine took my breakfast then i went to my room to read my IT notes for my upcoming exam.i read until it's lunch time then i continue again after lunch. around three i went online again. youtube. haha. it takes me hours just to load one clip AGRH my internet connection is darn slow. then in the evening erlina came to my house and we chat for a while bout work.lol then i went play football at the field in front of my house. i wanted to go play basketball but my mother said no. well no means no. lolx. then after dinner i went to pasar malam. walk one round then came back. immediately i went and read my it notes again before im blogging here. right now. hehe. boring ain't it? my life today i mean haha. anyway i think im giving up on singing. cause it's totally unbearable. but then sometimes i just can't i mean i like to sing. i don't know why but i like to sing :) well till here then and when am i gonna drive?

Saturday, December 1, 2007

EXAM'S OVER!!!

YES!!! finally after all these "years" i did not have the chance blog i finally get to online. lolx.ya exams over but it's not practically over cause i still have another paper to go. Information Technology paper. Darn. well i don't know what to do in the holidays. I wanna learn driving, learn more guitar, basketball and also mandarin language. i also want to work. maybe in jusco i think. oh ya and i definitely wanna hang out with my friends. hmmm life? my life? i guess it's kinda ok now. i mean everyone will have their ups and down right? ya im fine. i just can't wait to finish my last paper and im not studying haha. oh ya i went to sue ean's blog and from there i click on the link to her sister's blog. her blog is nice. and she mention bout a girl who wrote a book at the age 15 and her novels are a great hit. how i wish i could write a book too. i've tried a few times i mean try to write a book but i will stop halfway. i got all the ideas but sadly my english sucks and i can express my ideas. im weak in grammar. my vocab is not that big too :( it's time to grow up now. im 17 and im out of school. i need to plan for my future. well that's what everybody said. you ought to plan for your future or your life will be doomed. lol. oh ya to any guitarist out there i just learned a nice song. everything you want by vertical horizon. very nice. click on the link and you will get to the tabs in no time. i certainly ran out of ideas now. i can't think what to write anymore. sad. well till here then.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

growing up

hmmmm everyone is growing up already. they turn to leng chais and leng luis already. seventeen this year and next year all the form fives will be working, learning to drive and some might even get married. lol suddenly i miss my good pal, my best friend since form one, jonathan lim. he is kl now since he left ipoh two years ago. sad case. i dun have any other friends other than him during that days. wait i dun mean i dun have any friends but he is the closest to me. we do everything together, go anywhere in school together. we were so close untill others gall us gays. lolx we dont mind ,it just make our friendship stronger :) we play basketball. we love basketball and we play guitar too. he is better than me in those two things. still envy him for that. i learned guitar earlier than him but whoa look at him now! he plays for his church and to get into the band is tough and he made through. this really shows that he is someone. i just realize that we haven been contacting each other for so long. the reasons why we did not contact each other is we both using different line, he is using hotlink while im using digi. it is expensive to msg each other and so we end up contacting each other less and less by each day.haihz wondering how is he doing now. i know he is leading a wonderful life there with new friends. happy for him :) i think all my good memories in school with him is gone the same day he shifted to kl. i really cant remember much whether i had a good time and enjoyed my school days now. its so sad. i want to remember something when i am older and when i want to look back on my teenage years in the future. everyone have their own problems and this is my problem. well another thing i REALLY REALLY need a singing lesson. oh my god. when will i be able to sing nicely. i mean not until becoming a singer but just want to make my singing a little pleasant to hear. dunno why kinda moody these days. i think its because spm is coming. sad case.well here is the lyrics for one of my song which i created.

Friends Friends by me


verse1

friends friends

what are friends for

nothing i could ask more

you should know



verse2

friends friends

so much we can do

there's always something new

i know it's all true



bridge

together we strive forward

together we look forward



chorus

we put our best foot forward

and struggle onwards

we traveled the world

traveled the universe

never afraid

cause we know

cause we know

cause we know

we are friends forever



verse3

friends friends

we shall remember

what we did together

always ever



verse4

friends friends

together we hold hands

till we reach the end

again and again



then straight to chorus and repeat three times before end :)

this is dedicated to all my friends out there and for those who have lots of friends. appreciate them more. thats all till now.

Friday, November 2, 2007

life...

life is nothing but a journey. haihz. spm is coming.......i just cant concentrate i dont know why. im still far behind. oh my god! everyone also is having the same problem. my friends all are stressed up. some are too stress till they break down and cry while some feel like they have been cheated in their life and would not want to put hope in anything already. so sad. me? i know i am so far behind, i've thought about being more hardworking but i just cant make my thoughts come true. i've tried studying but i will always end up sleeping. ARGH!!!! all of us are struggling to get good results for our own reasons. for example to obtain scholarship or to make our parents proud. there are so many reasons and will we be able to achieve it in this few days? nothing is impossible i know but .... after spm everyone will change and we might not be able to see our friends again. everyone will go with their our way. but i know i wont forget my friends wan. :) another thing im sad about is that in these few years im studying in school i cant recall any good memories. i dun remember a thing! well i really really hoping that all my friends will be studying hard now and they will get what they always wanted. and ill be among them too. good luck and all the best. just remember ill be here for you always.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

mask 2

hmmm jo commented bout wearing mask thingy in her blog. perhaps what she say might be true. by not wearing mask we might get conned and people will take advantage of us. haihz. but i dont know how to put on a mask ma...sob sob..well dun care la...maybe one day i will pick up this skill lol haha in library wanna study but cannot. cant concentrate and always end up chatting with my good fren jocelyn hehe:). oih ya yesterday i learned from kah nyan that in scrabble there is this word JO which means loved ones in some other language. forget what language liao. hehe. i also found out that this good fren of mine like one of her good fren. that guy is always single and available. haha happy for my good fren. :) well till here then. tata

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

wearing mask

i always believe that we human live life through many phases. in fact i can also say we humans live life through many faces. this is the truth. in reality we always try to be someone different when we meet different kind of people in our daily life. we tend to put on masks that hides the true self or our true character. this is what i just learned recently. all my friends told me that to be in pace with the real world we need to put on masks. well i nvr put on masks before and i dont think i will know how in future. maybe im just being myself. thats me i dont need masks. im happy when im happy and im sad when im sad. people around me have problems and they tend to hide it by wearing masks. i just cant. i mean even if i want to hide it i cant. ppl will know i got problem and i will say no i dun have any problem. but there is this word 'PROBLEM' that stuck on my forehead. i cant hide it. perhaps its a skill that i will have to acquire. but does wearing masks at all time is beneficial? what can it do to us, to me i mean? i've seen some of my friends who had to go through hardship in school and at their very own home. they cant tell no one for they afraid what might happen next if they tell. they feel like committing suicide at times. so they keep their problems to their own self and wear a mask everywhere they go. you might see them happy and jovial on the outside but deep down in their heart and soul they long for some place or some one to share and pour out their problems with.
so end of the day i keep asking myself and think is mask a neccessary when what it does is only to accumulate our problems to ourselves and finally we break down and emotionally abused? besides if i want to wear a mask what kind of mask should i wear ? should i put on the hollow mask that is worn by the famous bleach anime character? that mask will turn me into a bad guy but i have great powers. or should i wear the mask that is worn by THE MASK himself? you know when you wear that mask you will turn green? if i wear that ,it surely will turn me into a lame and bad joker just like THE MASK. its surely a no-no. perhaps i should wear a mask like what the phantom of opera wears. when i wear that mask i made myself unlikable and freak others out. haihz i really dont know how u guys out there can put up such a mask that will destroy you slowly inside.
i live with my own principle which is i dont care about everything. im the one who says dont care whenever something bad or good happens to me. its my way to make me not to worry about stuffs and guess what itreally does make my life more cheerful. im not saying i wont or never will get sad but with my dont care attitude im able to get over my sadness, frustration or anger very fast. im pretty sure that people who takes things seriously in their life will experience a great burden on their shoulders. this is because they care just about everything. even small stuff that is minor are able to make them sad or affect their lives.
what im saying is we all live life through many phases and along these phases we have to put on many faces. thats all. welll im in the library now where im supposed to study but im right here blogging bout what i feels right now. spm is in few weks time but i just cant help it i cant keep what i feel or think to myself , and that is because i dont wear a MASK! :)

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Hari Raya!

On Hari Raya i had a small party. David, Lau Kong, Aik Khuan, Aik jun , Jocelyn and Kah Nyan was invited. well it was fun . Everyone was enjoying myself especially me. this is the first time i invited friends over to my house.After dinner we played some card games and even chess. LOL! Then the next day we went to jusco and watched resident evil 3: extiction. It was a nice movie but i was freezing cold in the cinema. I can't stand cold. I was shaking so hard that my friend had to give up his shirt to cover me :) thanks lau kong and jo!




Life around me is totally unpredictable, friends around me are getting insane cause of SPM. Some are happy with their life cause they have gotten what they wanted. and others just sad cause of personal problems. No matter what i will still be by their side and go through this journey of life together :) promise. to jo...study hard and get good results ya! Jia yo! to lau kong Cheer up and enjoy life! well to sue..hehe these are for you..

garfield and bear bear
another garfield and bear bear


oh my god! another garfield with bear bear hehe...


hmmmm as normal i never study and still playing so i wonder how will my SPM be? hmmm i wonder i wonder...oh ya my singing sucks to the max ..someone PLEASE HELP ME!!!! i need a tutor! Haihz.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Results

hey!
yer my trials results very bad! but wat to do i din study ma. hehe. congrats to those who passed with flying colours. im sure they studied like mad .hmmm school is getting boring as ever and spm is one more month to go. OMG! am i ready? certainly not! Arghhhh dunno y cant get any ideas to create songs.no nice melody pop up in my head its all just the same melody. haihz. now i und why songwriters get frustrated easily haha. perhaps i should wait for something nice to pass by and bam! the 'greatest song ever created' haha joking. well till then. bye

Monday, August 13, 2007

Pictures!!!

Hey everyone finally i get to update! Well remember the last post bout the party?Here are the pictures my friends and I took.



Haha it was fun tat day. Gonna remember it for life lol. Been very busy for the pat week. oh ya i had just created new song haha...my friends liked it a lot.. hehe im thinking of writing more songs soon. after the holidays trials will start. Gerak gempur was postponed. and haha i did not get selected for National Service :) well till then.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Memorable day!

Today my friends and I went to celebrate my coming birthday. We went and eat at Something Special Cafe nearby my tuition. It supposed to be a surprise but i found out haha. No more fun. We had a great time there. I ate something called mushroom noodle. It was good.The most memorable part was that i had to wash my face for three times because of cake attack. THREE times!! So sad I can't attach pictures that me and my friends took. But I'll promise to put in the next time i post my blog :) my birthday coming. I'm finally gonna be 17!! Yea! But so sad i still can't take my car license , mom said i can only take after SPM. What a long wait. Tuition after that was kinda boring. Sleepy. Haha. My cough doesn't get any better. Haihz been coughing every minute or so and guess what my cough syrup has finished already and I'm still not yet recover. Dunno how long only will get well.


Everything-Michael Buble
Intro
e|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|--7-------7---5----------7-------7---5-----------7------7--5-----7--5----|
G|-----------------7--7-------------------7--7-----------------7--------7-7|
D|7----7-6-------------6s7----7-6-------------6s7----7-6--------6-5--------|
A|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
E|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
 
           D                       E
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
           G           A           D
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
           D                    E
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
               G       A        D
And You're the perfect thing to say.
 
 
          D                    E
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
             G               A            D
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
     D                             E
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
      G              A              D
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
 
            G  A  D                       G   A D
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
                E    G   A       D
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
             E                  G            A    D
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
 
 
          D                          E
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
        G            A        D
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
          D                    E
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
             G            A    D
You're every minute of my everyday.
 
 
      D                      E
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
      G               A           D
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
          D                       E
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
        G                    A        D
And you know that's what our love can do.
 
            G  A  D                       G   A D
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
                E    G   A       D
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
             E                  G            A    D
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
 
Solo:
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
G|--------------9/11p9-9p7---7--7-7h9-7--------77-66---------9/11p9-9p7------|
D|--0-0-0-0---7------------9----7-7---7----00--------99-7-6-------------9----|
A|----------9----------------------------------------------------------------|
E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
 
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|--7--10-8-7----------------------------------------------------------------|
G|--7--7--7-7--9p7---7-------------------------------------------------------|
D|-----------------9---------------------------------------------------------|
A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
 
    D       E       G   A   D
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
    D       E       G   A   D
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
            A  B  E                       A   B E
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
   E  F#   E  C#     A   B       C#
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
             F#                  A              A   C#  E
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
         A                B                          E
You’re every song. And I sing Along, cause you’re my everything.
e|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|--9-------9---7----------9-------9---7-----------9------9--7-----9--7----|
G|-----------------9--9-------------------9--9-----------------9--------9-9|
D|9----9-8-------------8s9----9-8-------------8s9----9-8--------8-7--------|
A|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
D|-------------------------------------------------------------------------|
    E       F#       A   B   E
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
    E       F#       A   B   E
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Sunday, July 29, 2007

So sick!!

Haihz..last week i was sick. Coughing non stop. I've been coughing for months now. Get better only then will cough back.Guess my antibodies not that strong. Perhaps what my father say was right, i eat too much instant noodles. Im not gonna eat them for a while now. It's suffering to cough every now and then so my advice to you out there please take care of your health as you don't want to suffer like me.AND don't eat instant noodles!!!There are no nutrients in it!!Hmmm any nice songs to play ah for guitar..dunno what song to play la.So boring. School was boring too.Gerak Gempur coming. It's an exam to test our understanding on the syllabus. So gonna do badly for sure. Well hope i'll get better soon. :)

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Greetings!!

Hi! I'm a new blogger!I never blog before so i just wanna try it out. Well i love to play guitar and i love basketball. I'm just a typical guy who plays basketball and guitar but i can't sing. Sobx sobx.So sad when to think about it. Hope to write something nice soon :)


welcome to my life-simple plan
verse:       C
      Do you ever like breaking down?
             Am
      Do you ever feel out of place?
           C
      Like somehow you just don't belong,
          G
      and no one understands you.
             C
      Do you ever wanna run away?
             Am
      Do you lock yourself in your room?
               C
      With the radio on turned up so loud,
          G
      and no one hears you screaming.
 
Prechorus:F
          No you don't know what its like
               Am
          When nothing feels alright
              F                                   G
          You don't know what its like to be like me...
 
Chours:      Am            F           C               G                
       To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
             Am                 F                  C                  G
       To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around 
             Am             F                   C                 G 
       To be on the edge of breaking down, when no one's there to save you
       Dm                               
       No you don't know what its like
     F  -No Strings- C              
       Welcome to my life 
          
Verse: Do you wanna be somebody else?
               Am
       Are you sick of being so left out?
               C
       Are you desperate to find something more,
       G
       before your life is over?
               C
       Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
               Am
       Are you sick of everyone around?
                C
       With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
             G
       While deep inside your bleeding
 
Prechorus:F
          No you don't know what its like
               Am
          When nothing feels alright
              F                                   G
          You don't know what its like to be like me...
 
Chorus:      Am            F           C               G
       To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
             Am               F                  C                  G
       To be kicked when your down, to feel like you've been pushed around
             Am             F                   C                G
       To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
       Dm
       No you don't know what its like
      F -No Strings- C
       Welcome to my life..
 
Verse:F     
      No one ever lies straight to your face
          Am
      And no one ever stabs you in the back
      F
      You might think I'm happy 
              C            G
      But I'm not gonna be okay
      F
      Everybody always gave you what you wanted
          Am
      You never had to work it was always there
          F                                   G
      You don't know what it's like what it's like..
Strum here
Chorus:      Am            F           C               G
       To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
             Am                 F                  C                  G
       To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around
             Am             F                   C                G
       To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
       Dm                                        F
       No you don't know what its like, what its like
             Am            F           C               G
       To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
             Am                 F                  C                  G
       To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around
             Am             F                   C                G
       To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
       Dm                
       No you don't know what its like
      F -No Strings- C    Am
       Welcome to my life
                     C    G
       Welcome to my life
                     C
       Welcome to my life..