Unaffected : poem

Unaffected

I was weak, fragile and now helpless,

I was ripped, crushed and now devastated,

I was angry, mad and now irritated,

I was sad, depressed but now unaffected.

You were once gentle, but now harsh and ruthless,

You were once cheerful, but now dark and discontented,

You were once tolerable, but now difficult and unbearable,

You were once in my heart, but now gone and lost forever.

Was it meant to be this way?

Why can’t I just have my say?

You never ever acted this way,

And now you keep shouting get out of my way!

It’s always me, who needs to say sorry,

It’s always me, who begs you to forgive me,

But now, I realized that I should not be engulfed in this stupidity,

Because I know we are both of different entity.

I was weak, fragile and now helpless,

I was ripped, crushed and now devastated,

I was angry, mad and now irritated,

I was sad, depressed but now certainly unaffected.