Wednesday, July 23, 2008

what is my focus??

basically today i had the physics quiz. well it's only 6 questions but it's tricky. firstly, the questions were not based on the notes we got from the teacher but somehow more to spm questions on topics light and waves. i remember some and answered all but i don't know if they were correct. don't care.

and i forgot to tell you all that i'm actually the class rep for my class. and i just got selected for the students council second interview. i passed the first interview last friday and i'm going to have an interview this friday :)well students council basically deals with managing and organizing events and parties in college. that means that this council has the privelege to know what events are coming up first. however i heard some sadi that students council are not fun at all and there are lots of stuff to do. well maybe it's too late now but i don't mind joining. my main intention is to be in the design team. there are three teams namely the marketing, technical and finally the design team. the design team are supposed to create and produce flyers and posters about each event and i want to learn more about graphics and design, so i guess i could learn something like photoshop and stuff like that. well wish me luck for my 2nd interview.

i know that i should study ,study and study but i don't know why i just can't. okay i'll wake up in the morning thn i try to study but then once i don't know something i will lose my interest and leave the books alone. and then after class it will already be in the evening. eventually i will go and play basketball till 7 something, have my dinner till 8 and afterwards, reach my room , take my bath and i wil feel tired and will sleep till the next morning or i go somewhere and come back late. i don't know how some manage to study till 2 to 3 a.m. in the morning and then wake up early and you will be seeing them in the library again studying. it's good for them you know that they can actually do it but to me it souds impossible. not to say i never tried it but somehow the outcome just is not like what it supposed to be. well it's beem three weeks i'm here and i noticed that each week time just pass swiftly just like that and i haven't been studying. then i'll sleep late sometimes. argh i just don't know.

i just came back from a senior's house. there were few of us, me, nicholas, tony, leong, sarah, jaevon and siew wen( i'm sure i get her name wrong, sorry). we ta pau some food to his house, ate at there and we chatted till 11. i brought my guitar and played some songs and i wanted to learn and improve my singing from those who are better than me but nothing much is gained @@ there was a keyboard at jason's house and suddenlly there is an urge to learn how to play piano lol it looks like fun but i'm not even good at the guitar and i want to learn piano??????

nothing much to say but i just feel that i'm being left out. i don't know. just the feelings and i can't explain further. that's all

1 comment:

Song said...

no body is no budy, but everybody is somebody, get it? XP