These Hard Times by Matchbox Twenty

well here is the song These Hard Times that i mentioned earlier..nice song. here is the lyrics, sit back, listen and enjoy the song. somehow i think the lyrics have something to do with my life and the song soothe me somehow :)

These Hard Times

Morning falls like rain into the city life
There goes another night
Losing my breath in waves
Knowing that ever crash is bleeding the hourglass
And taking the strife from all our lives

Everyone keeps talking
They promise you everything
But they don't mean anything

We may loose our focus
There's just too many words
We're never meant to learn
And we don't feel so alive

So goodbye, these days are gone
And we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
Through these hard times

Move your hands in circles
Keeping me hypnotized
The power behind your eyes
[ These Hard Times lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Move around your bedroom cursing the naked sky
You should be here tonight
But you stay alone and cry

Say goodbye, these days are gone
And we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(whoa) There's something missing
(Oh whoa) You'll never feel it but you
(Oh whoa) You're gonna feel it when it's gone
When it's gone

Say goodbye, these days are gone
And we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(hey) these Hard times
(oh no now) Hard times
Hard times

Say goodbye, these days are gone
Say goodbye, these days are gone
These days are gone

overnight at lau kong house

on wednesday night lau kong,jia xian and two of their friends from penang came back ipoh. i went out with them on thursday.we went assam house for lunch. then we went parade and walk around. lau kong was searching for psp. he wanted to compare the prices here and the one in penang. then later in the evening we went to the basketball court near my house there and played basketball. then at night we went for dinner at wooley. after dinner we went back lau kong's house. they thought want to study because they have exam on monday but in the end they did not. lol. we sit down and chat and played pranks on boon kent. then after that we decided to go ta kei. haha we went to Imax gunung rapat around 11 pm and we played the RM 10 package for ten hours. we layed until nine am. damn tired. we went back lau kong house and sleep until one something. at two we are going to kbox with one of my sushi king friend, Kah Mun. we ate chicken rice for lunch and then we had a great time karaoke-ing. really enjoyed myself. jia xian also said that he did not know karaoke-ing would be so fun. haha i influenced them already. anyway i should have overnight until today which is saturday but my mother asked me to come back early cause my grandmother is sick. so after karaoke its already six o clock. they planned to go pasar malam later at first garden but i asked lau kong to fetch me home cause they wont go back home so early. haha anyway really enjoyed my time with them. so long didnt hang out with them.oh ya one of my friend leroy asked me whether i want to join then to Genting Highland next week. of course i want but my mom dont let. i asked her why she said no reason. you tell me will you get annoyed by that answer. haihz. hmmm that day i was so boring i decided to do an IQ test and my IQ is 132. lol dont know good or not. anyway till here then. :)

lazy.....

well i've stopped work last sunday and these few days i've been lazy-ing around at home doing nothing except online, play dota, watch tv, sleep , eat and stuff like that. wait a minute i've just listed what i've been doing but i said i didn't do anything. ok one word : BORING! enough said. well i'm trying to learn more bout the internet and ways to make my blog nicer but with tm net dial-up internet connection which is SLOW and always disconnect i can't learn or do pretty much. TT.TT and i've been coughing for one week already. so cham..keep coughing all the time and my throat hurts. i can't sing along while i'm playing guitar anymore..sad case...iwant to post some videos on my self-create-boring songs to share but lacked of hardware and software. haihz...guess have to wait longer. today the results for matriculation is out and i am selected to study in matriculation in Gopeng,Perak. some of my friends get Kedah and Negeri Sembilan. they were upset by the way and i don't know why. maybe hey don't want to go somewhere so far away from home? i've realized that i'm actually lack of general knowlegde and everything that is happening around the world and that is a fact. the other day..few weeks ago i think i was at jj and i went to mph bookstore looking for books when suddenly a lady, chinese but she is wearing tudung so she is a muslim just like me. we communicate in cantonese and she asked me whether i know english i said yes. then she handed over to me a book with pictures of G.W. Bush and asked me to transalate them to her... i was like okay i translated to her but i know im wrong lol..then we chatted about Bush, Osama and stuff which i really don't know..i just listened to her and agreed in everything she said. i will also reply i'm not sure sometimes when she asked questions that i REALLY DON'T KNOW....and after chat for around ten minutes i said i got to go...if i stayed another second i sure will be caught red handed that i basically don't understeand what she is talking. maybe a little bit. i am amazed at this lady..she is quite old though around 30 to 40 years old and she doesn't know how to read english but, BUT she is interested in what is happening outside Malaysia and around the world. from her stories that she told me i know that she have been keeping up with updates from around the world. i'm quite ashamed. who wouldn't i mean you would too if you're in my shoe. guess i gonna read up more. oh ya another thing im not very sure whether i can study back not when i start studying later....i mean what i have learned last year i can guarantee it is not in my brain anymore. completely lost and gone. can i cope? i have to work hard from day one then. argh why it is so hard to create a new song. i mean the chords c, am, f and g are a common chord progressions and many songs use that but why i cant create a nice melody. it always turn out the same like the song that i have already created using the same chord progressions. i need help desperately!!!!!anyone who share interest with me please do leave a comment.im currently addicted to These Hard Times by Matchbox Twenty...a great song you all should try to listen. soothes my mind.just nice. i try to find the chords but i only found one in ultimate guitar and its incomplete. i want to find a full version but no results. haihz. so sien la..... miss my working days suddenly and my friends there...lol.."it's just TWO days mate"..im telling myself haha. anyways till here then.

sushi bonanza is over!!!!

my jpa interview was ok. they ask a lot of questions which i cannot answer...sobs...sad la..dunno can get not....well for the last four days were really very tiring. people were lining up for so long just to eat. the queue was really long.. you would be shocked if you saw that day...and ill be working until this sunday only..finally got time to rest but then i will have so much time do wat? i'll be bored again..maybe i should try create more songs and concentrate on my guitar. so long didnt create songs and must by crook or by hook get some fresh ideas. lol. help me will you? :) and i could also find my old friends and hang out...hmmmm when im gonna get my new phone and laptop? sad sad...k la till here then.

jpa scholarship!!!!

hey hey...first of all wanna wish u alll happy april fools day!!!lol although im late by one day..oh ya currently im busy preparing for jpa interview. honestly im a bit nervous. ive got 11 straight a's by the way. 8 a1 and 3 a2. im applying for architecture. it's been my passion since i was young. can i get the scholarship? i wish i can. :) will you pray for me too thanks.. the interview is on this friday...2.45 pm. wah really nervous la...hmmm im going to resign on the 13th of april.next week going to be a busy week cause sushi king will be having bonanza where every rice based sushi plate on the belt is only at rm2 and is for member card holder only. going to be very busy where people will be lining up until the escalator . haha...maybe when i stop work i will heve ample time to blog. i want to buy new phone, laptop and am also considering psp. but all so expensive sob sob....i would also like to find time hanging out with friends although many of them start studying already. anyway teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift is a nice song to play with guitar. bleeding love by leona lewis too. till here then. wish me luck ya :)

what!!

hey do you believe in ghosts and spirits? what are they actually? do they exists? i've been wondering about this for some time already. in this world many people claim to have seen ghosts but are they telling the truth? maybe what they saw is just an ilussion. or maybe not. so which is the truth? if anyone out there could share their thoughts or maybe their encounter with one please do. it's a nice topic to chat on. anyway let me update first, leave the ghosts alone for now. let's see last wednesday sushi king held a meeting at 10.45 p.m. my friend lim fetch me to workplace. our meeting end around 12.45. it was boring like any other meeting but have to pay attention nevertheless. later after meeting my manager treat the staffs at kfc. haha i ordered dinner plate and one meltz. lol i haven taken my dinner yet. i only had my lunch at kenny rogers that just opened opposite sushi king. then at 4 i went home and sleep. later at 7 p.m. i went and play basketball with lim till its ten. then went back home bath and straight to meeting. well back to kfc part. so we chat and eat until it was almost 2. lim fetch me, eunice and kah mun back. eunice stay at fair park while kah mun stay nearby hillcity there. he sent eunice home first then only kah mun. when we arrived at kah mun's house her father was already waiting for her. her father opened the door and the gate. after kah mun get down from the car i told lim to drive off as fast as he could cause i'm afraid we will be scolded by her father. so he drove further in front of the road before he u-turned. as we passed by her house again i saw her house gate was opened and then suddenly her little sister ran out from inside the gate and stare at us as we go away. i reached home around 2.30. the next day i asked kah mun did her parents scolded her. she said yes. feel sad for her. then i asked her why her little sister haven sleep yet so late. wait for you to come home and stare at us as we left. then her face expression changed. she said don't make her scared. i asked her why and she said she doesn't have a little sister!!!! omg! then i quickly asked lim whether did he saw that little girl and he said he saw it too. oh oh i don't know that what we saw is ghost or not and the whole suhi king knows about it already. i don't know whether you believe it or not but i swear i saw a little girl running from inside the gate and stare at us. now it's past midnight and im having goosebumps as i am writing this. it's raining too. if you all would give your comments i would really appreciate it. i don't mean to scare you guys lol...but it's a nice experience though....i think..don't you think. anyway tomorrow results are out and i don't know what i will get but let's hope for the best :) oh ya yesterday was my off day and since it's a holiday it's the only time i get to hang out with my faminly. i went and watch 10000 bc with my brother in the evening and then i treat my family at sushi king where i worked for dineer. haha i've used up RM 173 at sushi king. expensive right? lol and then i bought myself a jacket rm 99. wow but it's nice. red in colour. and i still can't create new songs now. i don't know why. all the tunes i tried is just the same. haihz. my driving still sucks. got scolded by my parents all the time. haha but right now im trying to learn jay chou cai hong song. it is one nice song. you all should listen. anyway ill tell you my results tommorow if i can. i'll stop here then :) oh ya i want to buy sony erricson k 850i but it is too expensive...sob sob..wait it's price drop first then only can buy i guess

haha....

hey it's time to update. well first thing first. i just want to tell that one of my friend that works in sushi king passed away in an accident. his name is ari. he drove motorcycle that night and a car hit him and ran off. he died on the spot. everyone in sushi king is sad. he is still young. i guess this is the second time that god really want to show me , to warn me to be careful on the road. well may god bless him. anyways i heard that spm results will be out on 12th march. it's next week. don't want to think bout how my results will turn out to be first lol. today is my off day. i went and eat at some kind of japanese restaurant at greentown with casssie and kah mun. the food there is nice and really worth for it's price. then we went jusco just walk around. im searching to buy what phone cause my phone is a bit spoil. the battery finish very fast. feel like throwing it away right now. but all the phones i saw was expensive. sob sob. i mean the type of phones which i like. haha then after that we went to parade again and go k box. haha it was fun. well guess till here then :)